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peaches and lolly pops. peppers and tea,motorbikes are fun, and in store for me.
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| 09:03pm 10/04/2005 |
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i miss the way things used to be. i cant way till they are like that again.
also i wish stephanie tatum could have a twin. one to be in palm coast and one to be here with me, its sad but i still think about her everyday.
that is all.
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| 06:08pm 10/10/2004 |
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mood: anxious music: matts dumb dog sleeping
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ever since i can remember i have taken things in a very symbolic way. as if certain things that happen are signs of things to come.
listen to this and tell me what YOU think...
so friday night i went to colonials homecoming football game, it was a lot of fun. i got to play with my old band. it wasn't as much fun as i thought it would be, but still i had a good time. after the game we all wanted to go out, so some smart guy chose to go to chili's, little did anyone know chili's closes at midnight, so of course we had to go some where else. BUT!!!!,while at chili's i ran into donny,amanda,some girl i didnt know and heather lucas. so i was like whats up? comes to find out donny was having a b-day party on saturday so i thought it would be fun to go to. anyway, some how i ended up getting heathers phone number. so then we all went to fridays and ate dinner, i met some very interesting people at fridays that night.
saturday come around and i got home from work and called matt up. he said we should hang out so i thought it would be cool to go see kelly working, so brandon, matt, and i went to see her.ended up eating lunch with her. later that night we ended up going to donny's party and it was pretty lame at first but then things started to pick up. i ended up talking to heather for a while and hear this folks asked her on a date. of course im the coolest guy in the world so she had to say yes.
i had a very wonderful weekend i really hope this is a sign of things to come.
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| 12:05am 19/09/2004 |
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mood: confused music: garden state sound track..muahaha
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the new thing to do is act like your in a movie. few of you already now this, others have yet to live this great time killer.
friday night went to a football game at my high school. it was so wonderful, really had a great time. i must have seen fifty people i know. which is a lot considering i might see 5 in a normal day. seriously it was amazing.
after the game i went to see resident evil. i went with a lot of people. i felt really bad because i didnt remember it being scary but i guess it was pretty bad. so i talked jessica into going and she was scared out of her mind, i couldn't sit there and let her be scared. so i said " hey, lets get out of here."
so we went and saw garden state, much better movie anyways.
and tonight which is saturday night hung out with ben, saw a show. good times.
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| 10:17pm 14/09/2004 |
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mood: happy music: dashboard.... bitch
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well..
this past weekend was fun.hung out with some friends. loads of fun.
saturday night i had probably 3 different dreams i could tell you about. 2 of them were just normal run of the mill dreams about friends and doing stupid things, and the third one was yet another dream about stephanie. i really dont know about these dreams, nothing bad or sexual and they always seem sooooo real. like i could roll out of bed and except that it really happened even though it didnt. IS THIS NORMAL? i mean it drives me nuts. why do i have dreams about one single person so much? i wish there was some kind of dream expert i could talk to or maybe a shrink.
a lot of crazy stuff has been going on too, like just everyday things that are weird. if your around me when they happen then you know what i mean. but if your not. you'd prolly think it was dumb.
thats it really,
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| 07:10pm 08/09/2004 |
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i had this big long post. it was good. but something got messed up and now i dont want to write it over.ill write it tomorrow
anyways
JESSICA GREENE is wonderful...thank you jessica for being my friend. means a lot
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| 09:20pm 30/08/2004 |
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mood: peaceful music: some wierd shit
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well i finally have the internet back, how in the hell can it take three too get a phone line fixed? anyways normally i would say..... not a whole lot has happened sence i last posted, but that is a lie. a lot has happened. but if you truly want to know what it all is then....too bad.
ill just tell of the things that i have thought the most about over the last week,
well if today is monday, a week ago from today was monday. i'd really rather start talking about things that happened a week and a day ago sooooo yeah.
i went to palm coast a week and a day ago, magical place really.almost like disney world....mysterious paths, overpriced chinese food, pirates, beautiful sunsets, a lot of old people, and two of the most lovely princesses i think i have ever met.
i have been spending a lot of time with my friend ben, it is a good thing because we always seem to have a great time. thanks ben
my latest car wish is a mitsubishi evo. i have yet again fallen in love.
i found out school is only 51 weeks long. this is a good thing because ill be going to work earlier and even might be moviing to new mexico, wouldn't that be nice, and perhaps i could marry emilee there. tis nice to dream.
also everyone should go see the movie, Garden State....amazing movie it is beautiful
and also open water, what a fine piece of work that was.
i guess thats all.
thanks
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| 10:05pm 09/08/2004 |
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mood: mellow music: my new air con
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over the last few weeks my life has changed a lot. i started college, which for me was a great accomplishment.
some bitch hit my truck totaling it, come to find out she has no insurance and i am completely screwed of having a nice truck. this whole bull shit has thrown my whole thought process out the window. i used to think every human being was the same on the inside, no one could just be an awful mean person,right? the only reason people seem mean or dirty is because they are different and come from different places and experiences. but now i think people are ass holes. who should all be held responsible for even the littlest of things. also i now think trying to have anything nice is a waste of time.
lets say you work for a year and a half for one thing, the thing that means the most to you.and you finally get it down and the way you like it ad you dont care what anyone else thinks of it becuase you built it for you. and one night you lose it all, in a blink of an eye, and there is nothing anyone can do to help you.
anyway, so i had a dream about ashlee simpson. now i want to meet her. now i feel drawn to her like no one could every understand.dreams are very meaningful to me. i know this means something, maybe no more than i need to buy her cd or maybe i need to watch her show. who knows.
last week i drove down dial, it is the street annie and beth live on. ya know i have known them both my whole life and we have lived two streets away our whole lives. isnt it strange how me and them could have been best friends or at least hung out more because we live so close. i remember back when me and annie used to hang out, i think we should hang out again.....
...so annie and beth heres to you, lets hang out.
going to palm coast this weekend to see stephanie, yet another girl i have had dreams about. off and on for 4 years now.this is how i know i am suppose to be around her, why else would i be dreaming about her, same goes for ashlee.
well kids, im out like three strikes in a yankee's game
thanx
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| 11:58am 18/07/2004 |
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mood: cold music: mellon collie and the infinite sadness
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I would be willing to bet my summer has been better than yours. at the beginning of the summer i seemed to work a lot and didn't really have to much fun. but every summer i try to do something new. this time around i did a few things i have dreamed of doing my whole life. i will tell you of three of the events during my summer, otherwise we could be here all day.
At the beginning of july my good friend ben and i decided to go to see his grandparents in Las Cruces NM. what a good time. there were hellish amounts of hot ladies and more cool rides than i could count. i have really considered moving to Las Cruces, and in about 18 months i plan to go back and take my chances. if anyone cares to know more about this trip then ask...but if not just know i had a kick ass time.
Last week i had registration for UTI. i realized it was about to start and it was scary. many of kids my age dont know what they are going to do with their lives, and know that i have chosen something it makes me feel worried.
And just yesterday i went to gainesville florida, to visit my friend matt. i have never seen more black people before in my life. its like they swarm to one location and then dont know what to do. now im not racist or anything, but i know when to feel out of place. i know i could not spend four year in gainesville. last night we went to a strip club, that was an experience in its self. it is very much like i had thought it would be. i met some really nice ladies there....thanx april (lol)
I will try to post more.
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| 08:17pm 28/06/2004 |
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well well well today was quite interesting i went to work and then yesterday i went to universal and that was fun. i rode the new mummy ride and it was really cool. im driving to new mexico on sunday july 4. i want cookies |
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| 10:10pm 13/06/2004 |
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mood: tired music: dashboard
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well, over the last few weeks i have fixed a lot of cars. but its the few that give me trouble that bug the shit out of me. for instance my friend bens car....what a piece of flaming dog shit.
anyway went to a show tonight, it was loud and small. saw some people i hadn't seen in a while. pretty cool.also while standing on the back wall at Back Booth
this girl about 5'6" stepped in front of me, really close. and for that split second i realized exactly how long it had been since i had some one to hold. i miss that most of all.
dashboard is thursday for me should be cool, stephanie is suppose to come with...will see.
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| 09:25pm 06/06/2004 |
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whats going on kids??
well this weekend went by way to fast, early this mourning i actually thought it was still friday.
i saw harry potter with my friend ben it was good...really confusing, but good
went fishin today with my friend matty at 4 a.m......goodtimes
my truck is getting painted, best news in history.
still want a girlfriend.
there you have it, my life.
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| 10:11pm 01/06/2004 |
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so yesterday was a good fucking day. went for a ride with evan for 9 hours. that is my favortie thing to do. we went to titusville, then daytona, then titusville, then daytona.
saw shrek 2,
went to the beach,
by the way i have decided im moving to daytona beach,
as soon as i get out of school, i will be there,
i got some chick to flash me,
of course i had to flash her first,
but who cares,
then met an angel at sonnys for a coke.
hell of a day.
today i took my truck to mr williams to get it painted.
thats about it.
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| 09:53pm 26/05/2004 |
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mood: discontent music: nothing bcuz my damn batteries are dead.
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i like to wear socks after i get out of the shower, but only until i get into bed...then they need to come off.
yeah well i like working bcuz i get alot of money...but it sux bcuz my life is slowing slipping out of my hands.
...the only real reason i post anymore is to see who comments the next day.
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| 09:18pm 24/05/2004 |
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well, alot has happened over the last few weeks. i am now a high school grad. and 16% of my graduating class didnt really graduate. kinda funny, i always said colonial was shit.
my truck is really coming along, it seems to be my only thing to do anymore.
Now that im out of school i have talked to the following people from school: evan, ben, matt, Lindsey, logan, Jessica, heather, yeah. its kinda said that out of all the people i knew from school i have only talked to them.
I knew when i got out of school,finding girls wasnt gonna be easy, but holy shit. i have no place to meet girls or talk to girls or see girls. this is not healthy.so ladies, bring it.
i guess thats it
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| 10:45pm 10/05/2004 |
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tomorrow is the last day i will ever have to go to school. to me right now, that seems insane. i dont even know what to think. i mean after tomorrow who cares but right now its like holy shit.
tomorrow i plan on walking to my truck, opening all the doors and windows and blasting alice cooper's Schools Out as loud as my speakers will go.
my mom is gonna take a picture of me when im about to leave...so she can compare it to the one she took on my first day.
if i had to pick a favorite year i would have to go with tenth grade. i had no worries,cool friends, and the funnest classes. and my favotrite class would most definatley have to go with Mrs. libonti's world history class.
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| 11:24pm 08/05/2004 |
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so today was nuts. i got up at around 9:23, and then went to Ormond to pick up the pimpest car ever,i usually dont say "pimpest" so that word just lets you know how great it really is. a '67 olds cutlass supreme. holy shit, things like that are why im alive. so me, evan and chris all drove there to get it. on the way home we had to see what it could do right? so we took it up to what we thought was 110. but ended up being 125. crazy stuff.
so then we came back to orlando and delivered the car. then me evan and matt went fishin, which actually ended up being a trip to daytona. i really like it in daytona. its crazy and everyone is young. so we were cruisin in daytona and saw all these kids dressed up. i couldnt help but think ben and the tatums,they were out having a great time in the same area as me....its strange how people can be so close, but so far away.
so i ended up driving about 600 miles today,i had a blast.
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| 10:55pm 05/05/2004 |
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my mom bitches alot, and it pisses me off.
tonight went to downtown mini, all these cops were everywhere. it was scary.
i smell really bad
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